Believe what you want
Just because you didn't see
What really happened, just don't wanna believe what I told you
Lies all day everyday about everything. How do you trust? How do you adjust? Should you? No. Not if the fool doesn't respect you. Trust and communication are the keys. Without them you have nothing
I've never lied to someone I've told I've loved. Why should I? They must love me for me in all my honesty. Otherwise it's pointless. I don't want a shaky foundation.
Security, honesty, and communication. It's harder than you'd think. If you have someone that you share all things in life including these keep them forever. It's so rare in this day and age to find.
Maybe I just have bad tatse. Maybe it's me who's a waste. Maybe I'm too honest and it scares people. Maybe I expect "too much" even though it's only the bare minimum of love.
Alone. That's where I'm seeking love. And each day I get closer. Once I secure the love for myself ,deeply, I will never fall for some worthless mutt again. I am a Queen and I deserve to be loved, truly loved. No forcing or faking my way through this life to find it.
On my own until a true love comes along. It's worth the wait and less heartache if I can hold on. I know that it may seem crazy. But nothing else has worked for me. Tired of feeling down on me. Working to appreciate myself. If I succeed, I will never feel worthless again.
That is a greater treasure than the love of another; True and deep love of oneself