I am my biggest setback. There is a love and a liveliness within me that for years now I've been scared to give to those around me. Afraid to give all I could of this love and life to everyone I came in contact with. I held back out of nervousness and fear. Fearful to be myself and terrified of being hurt by any more friends and lovers. But I cannot stay in fear, not anymore! Not this year! I am taking steps to liberate myself from this crippling disease.
Things happen, sometimes some heavy s**t happens to us all and we must carry on and deal with what we are dealt. This year, I will love and forgive myself for all I hold against myself. I will forgive myself for all past follies and failures. I deserve that, I have released all others who ever hurt me. Why shouldn't I forgive myself?
Love is the key that will open me up to the present.